Taking a deep breath before continuing because I have more than plenty of haters who are going to find joy in reading this…

I suffer from the proverbial “nice guy” syndrome. Honest to God every year I have a goal to be more dickish towards girls but I want to be able to live with myself so I continue being the uninteresting undesirable nice guy that I am.

If I have something to be grateful about it’s the fact that this only happens once every few years. That’s pretty extremely rare so it’s not like I’m wearing my heart on my sleeve.

I’m extremely happy being single but when I do meet someone that has me thinking twice about being single and then get rejected by that girl, that is the only time it stings and feels miserable to be single.

There is nothing wrong at all with the girl who rejected me or her reasons for rejecting me. She didn’t lie, cheat, steal, manipulate, or mislead me in any way. This is just part of life especially mine. In fact, she is quite the exceptional girl despite her rejecting me. After all, I have exceptional taste so she is magnificently exceptional. She’s just not interested in me so that is my challenge to get over her and move on.

Side note:

I have a lot of love and sexual energy to give to someone and whatever girl gets to be on the receiving end of my love and organic chemical-free boner is going to be one FORTUNATE sexy bitch.

Tom