Despite the fun I had tonight – dancing with numerous partners, visiting multiple venues across different cities, meeting new people, and savoring every moment – I feel like my soul doesn’t belong on this planet.
Yet, here I am.
I’m unsure why, but I’ll keep pursuing my passions and enjoying myself while I can.
I have no idea when my time will come, whether it’s 100 seconds or 100 years from now.
Without missing a moment of this existence, I’m ready to go whenever the day arrives. My only request is to maintain my mobility, functionality, and independence for as long as I remain, for the only thing I truly fear is living in a body crippled by chronic pain.